Guest column by Sandra Doorley: ‘I made a colossal mistake’

The measure of person isn’t whether you make a mistake –- it’s whether you admit it and commit to do better.

Last week, I made a mistake. A big one.

You already know about my viral video where I disrespected a police officer who was ticketing me for speeding. All officers — including this one — deserve respect. I didn’t give it. That’s why I apologized to him.

No one is above the law, which is why I immediately pled guilty, asked for a prosecutor from another county to review the matter, and will refer myself to the Attorney Grievance Committee. I’ll fully cooperate.

This is no excuse, but it’s undeniable that I had just left a day where I was dealing with three murder cases – including watching a video of a cab driver being murdered. And I’d just learned of a frightening medical issue that my husband was informed about earlier that afternoon.

But even a day that bad can’t excuse what I did. Elected officials have a higher standard. That’s why I’m holding myself accountable through my actions.

Some wonder why I didn’t just pull over. There’s no good answer. My mind was reeling with the upsetting events of the day, and I displayed extremely poor judgment.

Others have asked why I called the police chief. As District Attorney, I talk to police chiefs all the time. I wanted to tell him I was not a threat, and I’d talk to his officer in my driveway rather than on the roadway. But it was stupid. I wish I hadn’t done it.

I know there are some who want me to resign. But the people elected me and I have work to do. People don’t expect their leaders to be perfect, but they do expect us to be accountable.

I was appreciative that the Rochester Police Locust Club issued a statement of support, not for my actions, but for my work and history of supporting law enforcement. I also thank the other community leaders who accepted my apology and encouraged me to continue leading. Most touching was the support of Lynn Mazurkiewicz, wife of fallen Rochester Police Officer Anthony Mazurkiewicz. Her statement was a public display of grace.

I will hold myself accountable while still leading this office.

I made a colossal mistake, but I will make this right. And I humbly ask for forgiveness.

This article originally appeared on Rochester Democrat and Chronicle: Sandra Doorley guest column: ‘I made a colossal mistake’