A white Chicago police officer on trial for murder took the stand Tuesday and tearfully said the black teenager he shot 16 times was "advancing" towards him and would not drop a knife he was holding.
In a dramatic courtroom moment, Jason Van Dyke testified that he opened fire on 17-year-old Laquan McDonald after seeing the teen allegedly advanced towards officers wielding a knife and being repeatedly told by the officers to drop it in October 2014.
"He got right about 10 to 15 feet away from me," he said, his eyes filling with tears.
"We never lost eye contact, his eyes were bugging out, his face was just expressionless," he said. "He turned his torso towards me, he waved the knife from his lower right side upwards across his body towards my left shoulder."
"I shot him," he said. Van Dyke said he did not know how many times fired and was not certain he had hit McDonald until he saw him fall to the ground. He said he initially stopped shooting after that, but McDonald still had the knife in his hand so he fired a few rounds at the knife.
He referred to McDonald several times as a "male black in a black hoodie and blue jeans."
Assistant Special Prosecutor Jody Gleason played videos presented in court, arguing the details did not match up to Van Dyke's testimony of McDonald's actions.
She repeatedly played police dashcam video and the defense's 3D recreation of the incident, questioning whether they showed McDonald waving the knife the way the officer described.
While he admitted the videos did not show him raising the knife in that way, he said the videos did show his "perspective."
Gleason questioned Van Dyke's claim that he saw McDonald attempting to get up after the first volley of shots.
"Is there any part in that video where Laquan McDonald was trying to get up?" she asked.
"That video may not show it, but that wasn't from my perspective," he said.
Gleason questioned Van Dyke on why he continued to shoot after McDonald had fallen to the ground.
"My focus was just on that knife, and I just wanted him to get rid of that knife," he said.
She asked if he was trained to shoot at a knife and he said he was not.
Prior to Van Dyke's testimony, the defense called its final witnesses to the stand, a psychologist who interviewed Van Dyke and a Chicago police officer who retrieved items after McDonald died.
Dr. Laurence Miller, a psychologist, was called as an expert witness and testified that based on the information he had seen and from talking to Van Dyke that the officer "responded to what he perceived was a deadly threat." He added Van Dyke acted in a way that was "designed to neutralize that threat as he understood it."
When asked if a reasonable officer would have acted that way, he responded, a "reasonable officer faced with the perceptual reality of what Officer Van Dyke was experiencing, the answer would be yes."
Upon cross examination, prosecutors tried to show contradictions between what the officer told Miller, police at the scene and what was shown on the dashcam video.
McDonald was killed after police were called to a report of someone breaking into vehicles.
Testimony in the trial and radio calls showed officers were waiting for an officer with a Taser. Minutes after the call, Van Dyke shot McDonald.
Last week, the defense called more than a dozen witnesses and sought to portray McDonald as a knife-wielding suspect "on a rampage" who posed a threat on the night he was shot by Van Dyke.
Prosecutors have argued Van Dyke was unjustified in using deadly force against McDonald and have said the video of the shooting appeared to show McDonald walking away when Van Dyke opened fire.