Aaron Hernandez suicide notes revealed by attorney

Aaron Hernandez wrote suicide notes to his fiancee and attorney, who revealed the contents of the personal letters in a book "Unnecessary Roughness: Inside the Trial and Final Days of Aaron Hernandez."

Jose Baez published the letters in his book, which outlines the circumstances and attempts to provide context to the final years of the life of Hernandez, who died at age 27 of apparent suicide in April 2017 while serving a life sentence for first-degree murder.

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Hernandez addressed his fiancee, Shayanna Jenkins, in a note that the New York Post reported including a drawing of a noose on the end of a rope:

"Shay,

You have always been my soul-mate and I want you to love life and know I'm always with you. I told you what was coming indirectly! I love you so much and know are an angel. We split into two to come change the world! Your characteristic is that of a true angel and the definition of God's love! Tell my story fully but never think anything besides how much I love you. This was the supreme almightys plan, not mine! I love you! Let Avi know how much I love her! Look after Jano and Eddie for me -they are my boys (You're Rich).

I KNEW I LOVED YOU = SAVAGE GARDEN

NOT MUCH TIME

I'M BEING CALLED!

JOHN 3:16

I love you all equally! We are all each other! Don't shed one tear for I am with all of you and never wasn't! do not go back to living while worshipping false idols in which I warned you about!

IT'S TIME!!!

The Real Live Forever."

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Shayanna Jenkins, fiancee of former NFL player Aaron Hernandez, listens during the murder trial for Hernandez at the Bristol County Superior Court in Fall River, Massachusetts, April 15, 2015. Hernandez, 25, a former tight end for the New England Patriots, is accused of fatally shooting semiprofessional football player Odin Lloyd in an industrial park near Hernandez's Massachusetts home in June 2013. REUTERS/Dominick Reuter
Shayanna Jenkins, fiancee of Aaron Hernandez, a former player for the NFL's New England Patriots football team, leaves the Bristol County Superior Court in Fall River, Massachusetts September 6, 2013, where Hernandez was arraigned on murder and weapons charges in connection with the killing of semi-pro football player Odin Lloyd in June. REUTERS/Brian Snyder (UNITED STATES - Tags: CRIME LAW SPORT FOOTBALL)
Terri Hernandez, mother of former New England Patriots tight end Aaron Hernandez and his fiancee Shayanna Jenkins watch in court during Hernandez' appearance at the Fall River Justice Center in Fall River, Massachusetts December 23, 2013. The former NFL tight end is charged in the fatal shooting of his friend, Odin Lloyd, in June 2013. REUTERS/Matt Stone/Pool (UNITED STATES - Tags: CRIME LAW SPORT FOOTBALL)
Shayanna Jenkins, fiancee of former New England Patriots NFL football player Aaron Hernandez, stands during a pre-trial hearing in Fall River, Massachusetts December 22, 2014. Jenkins faces perjury charges for lying to a grand jury hearing the case against Hernandez, who is awaiting trial on charges of murdering semi-professional football player Odin Lloyd in 2013. REUTERS/Brian Snyder (UNITED STATES - Tags: CRIME LAW SPORT FOOTBALL)
Shayanna Jenkins, fiancee of former NFL player Aaron Hernandez, testifies during his murder trial in Fall River, Massachusetts March 27, 2015. Jenkins, a key witness who was granted immunity after charges she initially lied to a grand jury investigating the case. Hernandez is accused of the June 2013 killing of semi-professional football player Odin Lloyd. REUTERS/CJ Gunther/Pool
Shayanna Jenkins, fiancee of former NFL player Aaron Hernandez gestures during testimony in his murder trial in Fall River Massachusetts, March 30, 2015. Jenkins said she disposed of a cardboard box from their Massachusetts home at his request the day after prosecutors say he fatally shot an associate. REUTERS/Ted Fitzgerald/Pool
Shayanna Jenkins, fiancee of former NFL player Aaron Hernandez, testifies during his murder trial in Fall River, Massachusetts March 27, 2015. Jenkins, a key witness who was granted immunity after charges she initially lied to a grand jury investigating the case. Hernandez is accused of the June 2013 killing of semi-professional football player Odin Lloyd. REUTERS/CJ Gunther/Pool
Shayanna Jenkins, fiancee of former NFL player Aaron Hernandez, testifies in his murder trial in Fall River Massachusetts, March 30, 2015. Jenkins said she disposed of a cardboard box from their Massachusetts home at his request the day after prosecutors say he fatally shot an associate. REUTERS/Ted Fitzgerald/Pool
BOSTON, MA - APRIL 12: Shayanna Jenkins sits in the courtroom for the double murder trial of her fiancee, former New England Patriots tight end Aaron Hernandez, at Suffolk Superior Court in Boston on Apr. 12, 2017. Hernandez is charged in the July 2012 killings of Daniel de Abreu and Safiro Furtado who he encountered in a Boston nightclub. The former NFL football player already is serving a life sentence in the 2013 killing of semi-professional football player Odin Lloyd. (Photo by Keith Bedford/The Boston Globe via Getty Images)
BRISTOL, CT - APRIL 24: Shayanna Jenkins-Hernandez holds her daughter's hand as she walks into O'Brien Funeral Home for Aaron Hernandez's funeral in Bristol, CT on Apr. 24, 2017. Family and high-profile friends of Hernandez, the convicted killer and former New England Patriots star who hung himself in his prison cell last week, paid their final respects during a private funeral service in his hometown. (Photo by Jessica Rinaldi/The Boston Globe via Getty Images)
BRISTOL, CT - APRIL 24: Former Patriots player Brandon Spikes, second from left, walks beside Shayanna Jenkins-Hernandez as he appears to cheer her daughter up as they leave O'Brien Funeral Home following Aaron Hernandez's funeral in Bristol, CT on Apr. 24, 2017. Family and high-profile friends of Hernandez, the convicted killer and former New England Patriots star who hung himself in his prison cell last week, paid their final respects during a private funeral service in his hometown. (Photo by Jessica Rinaldi/The Boston Globe via Getty Images)
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Hernandez also addressed his daughter, Avielle Jenkins-Hernandez:

"Daddy will never leave you! I'm entering to the timeless realm in which I can enter into any form at any time because everything that could happen or not happened I see all at once! Life is eternal-believe!!!" Hernandez wrote. "Love, repent, and see me/yourself in everyone because that's what the truth is! I'll see you all in the heavens awaiting you all with the same love.

"Never fear me, but love me with all of you! Fear is the only separation between you and I! We are each other-I/you-you/me-there's no need to fear but what you do unto another will come back around!"

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