Becky G on finding herself again through Spanish music: 'I lost my identity in my English music' (Exclusive)

Becky G is ready to try her hand at English pop music again.

The singer, who burst onto the pop music scene back in 2014 with her inescapable hit, "Shower," has been dominating the latin music space for the past couple of years, garnering international success with songs like "Mayores" and "Sin Pijama." 

Though recording music in Spanish was one of her "biggest fears," Becky G told AOL that the career pivot helped her find herself again, which is allowing her to record material in English that feels more like her own.

"To be completely honest, I feel like I lost my identity in my English music for many reasons," the singer told us backstage at the Sony Lost in Music finale. "Don’t get me wrong, I learned a lot of really valuable lessons at such a young age from songs like 'Shower,' for instance, but those are songs that anybody could’ve sang."

Check out our conversation with Becky G from her Sony Lost in Music performance below, where she gave AOL's Gibson Johns more context into her career decisions over the past five years, why she has yet to perform new English single, "LBD," and finding the strength to make decisions for herself, regardless of what everyone around her thinks:

You recently dropped "LBD," your first English single in years. Have you performed it yet?

I haven’t, actually. I want to wait for the music video to drop for that, so I can keep the people waiting. It’s kind of like an orange, you peel it piece by piece. It’s impossible to do it in one piece, so you keep people wanting more.

When you dropped the song, you said that it's a preview of what fans can expect from more of your English-language music that you'll be releasing. Can you tell us more about that?

Yeah, to be completely honest I feel like I lost my identity in my English music for many reasons: For reasons of not wanting to let people down, for reasons of peer pressure around what you think is hot right now or what you think you need to do to succeed. Don’t get me wrong, I learned a lot of really valuable lessons at such a young age from songs like "Shower," for instance, but those are songs that anybody could’ve sang. I remember the connection that I built with my fans with songs like “Becky From the Block” and “Otis,” and that was because I was my true, authentic self. People were like, “Yo, she’s from Inglewood! She’s Latina and she’s proud to be [Latina]!” And I kind of lost that in my English music and, when I took a dive into Spanish music, I found myself again. That was kind of crazy, because it was something that was a big fear of mine for many reasons. Like, the movie "Selena": You’re too Mexican for the Americans and too American for the Mexicans. It’s a lot.

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LOS ANGELES, CA - FEBRUARY 08: Becky G attends GUESS x J Balvin launch party on February 8, 2019 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Donato Sardella/Getty Images for GUESS)
NEW YORK, NY - FEBRUARY 07: Becky G walks the runway for The American Heart Association's Go Red For Women Red Dress Collection 2019 Presented By Macy's at Hammerstein Ballroom on February 7, 2019 in New York City. (Photo by Slaven Vlasic/Getty Images for AHA)
NEW YORK, NY - FEBRUARY 07: Becky G attends The American Heart Association's Go Red For Women Red Dress Collection 2019 Presented By Macy's at Hammerstein Ballroom on February 7, 2019 in New York City. (Photo by Theo Wargo/Getty Images for AHA)
NEW YORK, NEW YORK - FEBRUARY 06: Becky G performs onstage during Sony's 'Lost in Music' Campaign Finale at Sony Hall on February 06, 2019 in New York City. (Photo by Dave Kotinsky/Getty Images for Sony)
NEW YORK, NEW YORK - FEBRUARY 06: Becky G performs onstage during Sony's 'Lost in Music' Campaign Finale at Sony Hall on February 06, 2019 in New York City. (Photo by Dave Kotinsky/Getty Images for Sony)
LAS VEGAS, NEVADA - JANUARY 26: Becky G performs during Calibash Las Vegas at T-Mobile Arena on January 26, 2019 in Las Vegas, Nevada. (Photo by Steve Marcus/Getty Images)
LAS VEGAS, NEVADA - JANUARY 26: Becky G poses backstage during Calibash Las Vegas at T-Mobile Arena on January 26, 2019 in Las Vegas, Nevada. (Photo by Steve Marcus/Getty Images)
LOS ANGELES, CA - NOVEMBER 16: Becky G arrives at Spotify's 2nd Annual Secret Genius Awards at The Theatre at Ace Hotel on November 16, 2018 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Gregg DeGuire/Getty Images)
LAS VEGAS, NV - NOVEMBER 13: Rebbeca Marie Gomez attends the Leading Ladies of Entertainment Luncheon during the 19th annual Latin GRAMMY Awards at The Cosmopolitan of Las Vegas on November 13, 2018 in Las Vegas, Nevada. (Photo by Bryan Steffy/Getty Images for LARAS )
MIAMI, FL - NOVEMBER 03: Becky G attends iHeartRadio Fiesta Latina at AmericanAirlines Arena on November 3, 2018 in Miami, Florida. (Photo by John Parra/Getty Images for iHeartRadio)
MIAMI, FL - NOVEMBER 03: Becky G attends the iHeartRadio Fiesta Latina on November 3, 2018 in Miami, Florida. (Photo by Alexander Tamargo/Getty Images for iHeartRadio)
2018 LATIN AMERICAN MUSIC AWARDS -- 'Show' -- Pictured: Becky G at the Dolby Theatre in Hollywood, CA on October 25, 2018 -- (Photo by: Alberto Rodriguez/Telemundo/NBCU Photo Bank via Getty Images)
2018 LATIN AMERICAN MUSIC AWARDS -- 'Show' -- Pictured: Becky G at the Dolby Theater in Hollywood, CA on October 25, 2018 -- (Photo by: Alberto Rodriguez/Telemundo/NBCU Photo Bank via Getty Images)
HOLLYWOOD, CA - OCTOBER 25: Recording Artist Becky G poses in the press room at the 2018 Latin American Music Awards at Dolby Theatre on October 25, 2018 in Hollywood, California. (Photo by Paul Archuleta/FilmMagic)
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But it's a different era now, and latin music has never been more popular in America and around the world than it is right now. Do you feel that your pivot has paid off?

It's crazy timing and has paid off, but it’s also not me doing it to just ride a wave, and I like to make that really clear, because where we are with latin music is so inspiring to me. Obviously, I found myself in my Spanish music and the stars couldn’t have aligned in such a better way. When I started my Spanish project, it was before "Bailando" and "Despacito" happened, and I started to launch my project while these were lifting off. I was feeling the wave before it happened.

Obviously, my success in the latin space didn’t come until a little later, but it was still authentic and real to me. I was able to create this formula that was really true to who I am and now bring it over to the English side. At a time where I’m still young enough to get it right -- I’m only 21, which is so crazy -- but I feel like I’ve had such a long career, because I’ve been working since I was nine years old.

You've also been collaborating with a ton of different artists over the past two years on these Spanish tracks: Bad Bunny, Natti Natasha, Daddy Yankee, David Guetta. Was it a conscious decision on your part to try to work with a ton of different people?

Totally. It took a lot of convincing to the people around me, too, because it was like, "You can’t be that and then want to go do that." I’m like, "Why can’t I?" Why are we so quick to put people in boxes? I say "people," because in general in life I see it happen outside of the music industry and, as artists, we are so entitled to that creative freedom. And, for me personally, it’s been suppressed for so long -- again, for many reasons; reasons that were out of control but also reasons that I simply felt the pressure to be perfect or a certain way because I was going to let people down, and it took away from my happiness as an artist.

Was there a specific moment where you let yourself embrace your identity in your music? Or was that a gradual realization?

I want to say it was gradual, but it was definitely a moment, which was going into Spanish music, because that was one of my biggest fears. It was like, "I’ve got to stop being so scared, and I’ve just got to do this, because at the end of the day, nobody can want it more than I do." I want to make something that means something to me.

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