On "True Tori," Dean McDermott made a shocking confession.
After having an affair, and admitting to it, Dean had a nervous breakdown -- and confessed he wanted to jump out of the window and end his life.
DEAN: "I mention that to show how far I had gone down the rabbit hole and that the only way out was for me to leave this earth."
Dean said he wanted to disappear and thought there was no way out of his current situation -- saying he messed up everything great in his life. He also said that Tori deserved better than him. Once Dean admitted what he was feeling, the couple's therapist talked to producers -- neither the producers nor the network knew about Dean's suicidal thoughts prior to that moment. Tori was surprised Dean admitted it on camera, and wanted to stop filming. But Dean was evaluated by a psychiatrist, and cleared to continue filming.
Tori took to Twitter, thanking her friends for being by her side -- and saying it was important for her to share her story.
But The Stir was annoyed and frustrated with Dean, saying his issues always have to take center stage, when he's the one who betrayed Tori.
"I'm not sure if Tori meant it this way, but she often looks irritated with Dean during his talk about his suicidal thoughts. Perhaps she feels -- yet again -- that Dean has managed to [hog] everyone's sympathy and attention. After all, she was the one who was betrayed. And yet somehow Dean manages to trump her with suicide bids.No wonder Tori complains how she has completely lost her 'voice.'"
Dean McDermott admits to suicidal thoughts
LOS ANGELES, CA - JUNE 27: Tori Spelling attends LA's Best annual family dinner 2015 at Skirball Cultural Center on June 27, 2015 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Tibrina Hobson/Getty Images)
BEVERLY HILLS, CA - MAY 10: Actress Tori Spelling (L) and author Candy Spelling attend The Helping Hand of Los Angeles annual mother's day luncheon at Beverly Hills Hotel on May 10, 2013 in Beverly Hills, California. (Photo by Chelsea Lauren/WireImage)
HOLLYWOOD, CA - APRIL 05: Actress Tori Spelling attending the 'Jennie Garth: Awake' opening night artist reception at Project Gallery on April 5, 2014 in Hollywood, California. (Photo by Paul Redmond/WireImage)
LOS ANGELES, CA - DECEMBER 12: TV personalities Dean McDermott (L) and Tori Spelling pose with daughter Hattie Margaret McDermott at 'Rockin' Ever After' presented by Disney On Ice at Staples Center on December 12, 2013 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by David Livingston/Getty Images)
LOS ANGELES, CA - DECEMBER 12: TV personalities Tori Spelling and Dean McDermott pose with their children at 'Rockin' Ever After' presented by Disney On Ice at Staples Center on December 12, 2013 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by David Livingston/Getty Images)
THOUSAND OAKS, CA - FEBRUARY 28: Tori Spelling and Dean McDermott partner with Valspar Paint to launch the Valspar Color Project video series benefitting Habitat for Humanity on February 28, 2013 in Thousand Oaks, California. (Photo by Araya Diaz/WireImage)
BURBANK, CA - AUGUST 28: (L-R) Reality TV Personalities Stella McDermott, Tori Spelling, Liam McDermott and Dean McDermott attend the Lunchables Team and Club Kids to build a sport court at the Boys and Girls Club of Burbank on August 28, 2012 in Burbank, California. (Photo by Paul Archuleta/FilmMagic)
BEVERLY HILLS, CA - JANUARY 14: Candy Spelling attends the 2014 UNICEF Ball presented by Baccarat at the Beverly Wilshire Four Seasons Hotel on January 14, 2014 in Beverly Hills, California. (Photo by Michael Buckner/Getty Images for UNICEF)
TODAY -- Pictured: Candy Spelling appears on NBC News' 'Today' show -- (Photo by: Peter Kramer/NBC/NBC NewsWire via Getty Images)