Amber Rose hated her first -- and last -- threesome experience: 'It was horrible'

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Amber Rose got extremely candid during her first episode as host of Loveline, a new podcast on Play.It, in which she revealed she recently had her first threesome. But the experience was not only disappointing, she now has anxiety about it.

Rose says she ran into two friends and got "wasted," but not to the point where they didn't know what they were doing.

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"You know, I trusted them, and I know that we don't want to be in a relationship together," Rose explains to her co-host, Dr. Chris Donaghue, a doctor of clinical sexology and human sexuality. "We don't love each other in that way. It's not weird. It's not jealousy ... we kinda just got together and it was cool, but it was a guy and a girl, and it was f**king horrible. ... It was the worst, and I literally -- I'm having sleepless nights."

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BEVERLY HILLS, CA - JANUARY 11: Model Amber Rose attends NBCUniversal's 72nd Annual Golden Globes After Party at The Beverly Hilton Hotel on January 11, 2015 in Beverly Hills, California. (Photo by Imeh Akpanudosen/Getty Images)
LOS ANGELES, CA - DECEMBER 13: (EDITORS NOTE: Image was shot in black and white. Color version not available.) Model Amber Rose attends TASCHEN And David Bailey Celebrate 'It's Just A Shot Away: The Rolling Stones In Photographs' at the TASCHEN Gallery on December 13, 2014 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Frazer Harrison/Getty Images for TASCHEN)
INGLEWOOD, CA - AUGUST 24: Model Amber Rose attends the 2014 MTV Video Music Awards at The Forum on August 24, 2014 in Inglewood, California. (Photo by Frazer Harrison/Getty Images)
LAS VEGAS, NV - MAY 18: Model Amber Rose attends the 2014 Billboard Music Awards at the MGM Grand Garden Arena on May 18, 2014 in Las Vegas, Nevada. (Photo by Frazer Harrison/Getty Images)
Model and recording artist Amber Rose arrives on the red carpet for the 56th Grammy Awards at the Staples Center in Los Angeles, California, January 26, 2014. AFP PHOTO ROBYN BECK (Photo credit should read ROBYN BECK/AFP/Getty Images)
PHILADELPHIA, PA - APRIL 04: Actress Amber Rose attends the Launch Party for Virgin America's First Flight from Los Angeles to Philadelphia at the Hotel Palomar on April 4, 2012 in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. (Photo by Michael Buckner/Getty Images)
LOS ANGELES, CA - FEBRUARY 12: Model Amber Rose arrives at the 54th Annual GRAMMY Awards held at Staples Center on February 12, 2012 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Jason Merritt/Getty Images)
ATLANTA, GA - JANUARY 14: Castmember Amber Rose attends the Smirnoff Master of the Mix Finale Viewing Party at Le Fais Do-Do on January 14, 2012 in Atlanta, Georgia. (Photo by Ben Rose/Getty Images for Smirnoff)
NEW YORK, NY - NOVEMBER 03: Master of the Mix judge Amber Rose attends Amber Rose, Kid Capri, Vikter Duplaix, and Cast celebration for the Premiere of Smirnoff's Master of the Mix on November 3, 2011 in New York City. (Photo by Michael Stewart/Getty Images for Smirnoff)
NEW YORK, NY - SEPTEMBER 07: Amber Rose poses as Season 23 of 'Dancing With The Stars' meets the press at Planet Hollywood Times Square on September 7, 2016 in New York City. (Photo by Bruce Glikas/Bruce Glikas/Getty Images)
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NEW YORK, NY - AUGUST 28: Actress Amber Rose arrives at the 2016 MTV Video Music Awards at Madison Square Garden on August 28, 2016 in New York City. (Photo by Allen Berezovsky/WireImage)
NEW YORK, NY - AUGUST 28: Winnie Harlow and Amber Rose attend the 2016 MTV Video Music Awards at Madison Square Garden on August 28, 2016 in New York City. (Photo by Larry Busacca/Getty Images)
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NEW YORK, NY - AUGUST 15: Amber Rose attends Donald Robertson & John Demsey Celebrate the Launch of Flirt Cosmetics with Amber Rose at The Box on August 15, 2016 in New York City. (Photo by Sean Zanni/Patrick McMullan via Getty Images)
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The 32-year-old Dancing With the Stars season 23 contestant says it was insecurity about getting older that led her to have the experience for the wrong reasons.

"It's horrible because I feel ... I felt the pressure getting older to experience new things," she admits. "And I did it against my better judgment, because I'm really -- yo, I talk about sex a lot, and I promote that and I'm like, 'You know what? I need to have more experiences.' And so, I did it and I hated it."

Most of all, Rose missed the intimacy of having a solitary partner.

"I feel like I'm a very passionate lover and I like that one-on-one passion," she explains. "I like to feel that. So, with the threesome, I kinda felt like... there was no passion. There was no, like, kissing and rolling around. You know, all those moments that I enjoy. It just wasn't there."

Rose says she's definitely not interested in ever having another ménage à trois.

"It was just afterward, I didn't feel fulfilled," she says. "I felt like... 'ew.' I felt gross. I'll be honest with you. I felt gross and I felt like, you know... I initially really wanted to do it, though. ... I really wanted to do it, and I did it, and I felt like s**t afterwards."

"I just felt gross, and I, like, been having anxiety about it," she continues. "I think because it was such a milestone in my sexuality that, like, I can't let it go."

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ET spoke to Rose about her new hosting gig earlier this month, and she did promise to "not hold anything back."

"This is just really up my alley, being a feminist and being very sex positive," Rose told ET exclusively. "I'm very open with my sexuality. I don't hold anything back, I'm not judgmental, and there's really nothing that anyone can call in and say that I probably haven't heard already. So, you know, call my show and I'm there with open arms!"

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