Selena Gomez shares emotional, cryptic message post-birthday: 'I need to rethink some areas of my life'

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Selena Gomez Pens Emotional Message Post-Birthday: 'I Need to Rethink Some Areas of My Life'


Selena Gomez is having a very emotional birthday weekend.

The "Hands to Myself" singer, who turned 24 on Friday, celebrated the occasion by kicking off the international leg of her Revival tour in Jakarta, Indonesia.

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While talking to the crowd, Gomez got a little teary-eyed just moments before she performed "Kill 'Em With Kindness."

"The next song, before I go home, is a song that's so important to me," she said onstage, wiping away tears. "Because I get really frustrated, I get stupid sometimes, I say things that I don't mean. Or that come out wrong just because I care so badly."

"But the thing is, at the end of the day, no war in anger was ever won," she continued. "I do know that deep down in my heart that I have to believe that we can love each other and always be kind no matter what it takes in us. I believe that we can do that, no matter what."

Following her show on Saturday, she took to Instagram to post a cryptic message to her fans. "Not being negative about anything I've done," she explained in the caption. "I'm grateful for every single moment I get here -- Indonesia you were LOUD and clearly inspiring. Love you so much."

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The accompanying picture was a screenshot of a message she wrote up using her iPhone's notes app:

"Tonight I felt extremely unauthentic, unconnected to both my myself and my music. I've never really felt like my materials, wardrobe or a video could define me. I act on a moment and fear something that hasn't happened. I'm stagnant, I stay still and don't just sit with myself first and ask, 'Is this where I am, whole heartedly?' I've always told the truth. I'm always true to my word, I've shown who I am but I need to rethink some areas of my life creatively and personally. Had to get that out."

All of this comes a week after Gomez received backlash for defending her close friend, Taylor Swift. As previously reported, Kim Kardashian leaked a phone conversation between the pop star and Kanye West over his controversial "Famous" lyrics via Snapchat. Within minutes of hearing Swift approve West's "For all of my Southside n***as that know me best, I feel like me and Taylor might still have sex" line, which she previously denied doing, fans hopped on Twitter and the hashtag "#KimExposedTaylorParty" began trending.

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Actress Selena Gomez arrives at the 2015 American Music Awards at Microsoft Theater on November 22, 2015 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Allen Berezovsky/Getty Images for Fashion Media)
PARK CITY, UT - JANUARY 29: Selena Gomez attends 'The Fundamentals Of Caring' Portraits during the 2016 Sundance Film Festival at Acura Studio on January 29, 2016 in Park City, Utah. (Photo by George Pimentel/Getty Images for Sundance Film Festival)
LOS ANGELES, CA - AUGUST 30: Selena Gomez arrives at the 2015 MTV Video Music Awards at Microsoft Theater on August 30, 2015 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Jon Kopaloff/FilmMagic)
NEW YORK, NY - JUNE 22: Selena Gomez arrives to Hotel Chantelle on June 22, 2015 in New York City. (Photo by James Devaney/GC Images)
NEW YORK, NY - JUNE 22: Selena Gomez seen on the streets of Times Square on June 22, 2015 in New York City. (Photo by James Devaney/GC Images)
NEW YORK, NY - JUNE 22: Selena Gomez seen on the streets of Manhattan on June 22, 2015 in New York City. (Photo by James Devaney/GC Images)
PALM SPRINGS, CA - MAY 06: Actress/singer Selena Gomez attends the Louis Vuitton Cruise 2016 Resort Collection shown at a private residence on May 6, 2015 in Palm Springs, California. (Photo by Donato Sardella/Getty Images for Louis Vuitton)
CANCUN, MEXICO - JUNE 14: Actress Selena Gomez attends the 'Hotel Transylvania 2' photo call during Summer Of Sony Pictures Entertainment 2015 at The Ritz-Carlton Cancun on June 14, 2015 in Cancun, Mexico. #SummerOfSonyPictures (Photo by Victor Chavez/Getty Images for Sony Pictures Entertainment)
Selena Gomez seen at the Louis Vuitton Cruise Show at the Parker Hotel on Wednesday, May 6, 2015, in Palm Springs, Calif. (Photo by Rich Fury/Invision/AP)
Selena Gomez arrives at The Metropolitan Museum of Art's Costume Institute benefit gala celebrating "China: Through the Looking Glass" on Monday, May 4, 2015, in New York. (Photo by Charles Sykes/Invision/AP)
Actress and co-host of We Day Illinois Selena Gomez during the We Day Illinois 2015 at Allstate Arena on Thursday, April 30, 2015 in Chicago. (Photo by Barry Brecheisen/Invision/AP)
LOS ANGELES, CA - NOVEMBER 23: Singer Selena Gomez attends the 2014 American Music Awards at Nokia Theatre L.A. Live on November 23, 2014 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Jason Merritt/Getty Images)
LOS ANGELES, CA - NOVEMBER 23: Recording artist/actress Selena Gomez performs onstage at the 2014 American Music Awards at Nokia Theatre L.A. Live on November 23, 2014 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Kevin Winter/Getty Images)
BEVERLY HILLS, CA - JANUARY 11: Singer/Actress Selena Gomez attends the 2015 InStyle And Warner Bros. 72nd Annual Golden Globe Awards Post-Party at The Beverly Hilton Hotel on January 11, 2015 in Beverly Hills, California. (Photo by Rachel Murray/Getty Images)
LOS ANGELES, CA - NOVEMBER 23: Singer Selena Gomez attends the 2014 American Music Awards at Nokia Theatre L.A. Live on November 23, 2014 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Jason Merritt/Getty Images)
LOS ANGELES, CA - NOVEMBER 08: Actress Selena Gomez attends the 3rd Annual Unlikely Heroes Awards Dinner and Gala at Sofitel Hotel on November 8, 2014 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by David Buchan/Getty Images)
Singer Selena Gomez arrives for the 2014 LACMA Art + Film Gala honoring film director Quentin Tarantino and artist Barbara Kruger in Los Angeles on November 1, 2014. AFP PHOTO / Valerie Macon (Photo credit should read VALERIE MACON/AFP/Getty Images)
Singer Selena Gomez arrives for the 2014 LACMA Art + Film Gala honoring film director Quentin Tarantino and artist Barbara Kruger in Los Angeles on November 1, 2014. AFP PHOTO / Valerie Macon (Photo credit should read VALERIE MACON/AFP/Getty Images)
LOS ANGELES, CA - OCTOBER 07: Actress Selena Gomez attends the Screening Of Samuel Goldwyn Films' 'Rudderless' at the Vista Theatre on October 7, 2014 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Alberto E. Rodriguez/Getty Images)
LOS ANGELES, CA - OCTOBER 07: Actresses Felicity Huffman (L) and Selena Gomez attend the Screening Of Samuel Goldwyn Films' 'Rudderless' at the Vista Theatre on October 7, 2014 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Alberto E. Rodriguez/Getty Images)
US actress and singer Selena Gomez attends the Carine Roitfeld Party in Paris, on September 30, 2014. AFP PHOTO / THOMAS SAMSON (Photo credit should read THOMAS SAMSON/AFP/Getty Images)
LOS ANGELES, CA - NOVEMBER 23: (L-R) Singers Lorde, Selena Gomez and Taylor Swift attend the 2014 American Music Awards at Nokia Theatre L.A. Live on November 23, 2014 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Jeff Kravitz/AMA2014/FilmMagic)
LOS ANGELES, CA - NOVEMBER 08: Actress/singer Selena Gomez arrives at the 3rd Annual Unlikely Heroes Awards Dinner and Gala at the Sofitel Hotel on November 8, 2014 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Jeffrey Mayer/WireImage)
VANCOUVER, BC - OCTOBER 22: Selena Gomez, actress, multi-platinum recording artist and UNICEF Goodwill Ambassador welcomes audience during 'We Day Vancouver' at Rogers Arena on October 22, 2014 in Vancouver, Canada. (Photo by Andrew Chin/FilmMagic)
PARIS, FRANCE - OCTOBER 01: Actress Selena Gomez attends the Louis Vuitton show as part of the Paris Fashion Week Womenswear Spring/Summer 2015 on October 1, 2014 in Paris, France. (Photo by Rindoff/Le Segretain/French Select/Getty Images)
PARIS, FRANCE - SEPTEMBER 30: Selena Gomez attends the CR Fashion Book Issue No.5 Launch Party Hosted by Carine Roitfeld and Stephen Gan at The Peninsula Paris on September 30, 2014 in Paris, France. (Photo by Kristy Sparow/WireImage)
NEW YORK, NY - SEPTEMBER 03: Selena Gomez attends the Selena Gomez Adidas NEO Label Show during Mercedes-Benz Fashion Week Spring 2015 at The Waterfront on September 3, 2014 in New York City. (Photo by Mike Pont/FilmMagic)
WEST HOLLYWOOD, CA - AUGUST 23: Actress Selena Gomez arrives at the Variety And Women In Film Annual Pre-Emmy Celebration at Gracias Madre on August 23, 2014 in West Hollywood, California. (Photo by Gregg DeGuire/WireImage)
LOS ANGELES, CA - AUGUST 10: Selena Gomez arrives at the FOX's 2014 Teen Choice Awards at The Shrine Auditorium on August 10, 2014 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Steve Granitz/WireImage)
HOLLYWOOD, CA - JULY 29: Actress Selena Gomez arrives at the Los Angeles Premiere 'Behaving Badly' at ArcLight Hollywood on July 29, 2014 in Hollywood, California. (Photo by Jon Kopaloff/FilmMagic)
ATLANTA, GA - OCTOBER 26: Selena Gomez performs at the Phillips Arena on October 26, 2013 in Atlanta, Georgia. (Photo by Marcus Ingram/FilmMagic)
ATLANTA, GA - OCTOBER 26: Selena Gomez performs at the Phillips Arena on October 26, 2013 in Atlanta, Georgia. (Photo by Chris McKay/WireImage)
VENICE, ITALY - SEPTEMBER 05: Actress Selena Gomez attends the 'Spring Breakers' Photocall during the 69th Venice Film Festival at the Palazzo del Casino on September 5, 2012 in Venice, Italy. (Photo by Pascal Le Segretain/Getty Images)
LOS ANGELES, CA - FEBRUARY 08: Actress Selena Gomez arrives at the premiere of Paramount Pictures' 'Justin Bieber: Never Say Never' held at Nokia Theater L.A. Live on February 8, 2011 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Kevin Winter/Getty Images)
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BEVERLY HILLS, CA - JANUARY 16: Actress Selena Gomez arrives at the 2011 InStyle/Warner Brothers Golden Globes Party at The Beverly Hilton hotel on January 16, 2011 in Beverly Hills, California. (Photo by Jon Kopaloff/FilmMagic)
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Actress Selena Gomez arrives at the People's Choice Awards in Los Angeles, California on January 5, 2011. AFP PHOTO/VALERIE MACON (Photo credit should read VALERIE MACON/AFP/Getty Images)
Actress Selena Gomez poses at the People's Choice Awards in Los Angeles, California on January 5, 2011. AFP PHOTO/VALERIE MACON (Photo credit should read VALERIE MACON/AFP/Getty Images)
WESTWOOD, CA- DECEMBER 12: Selena Gomez arrives at the 2010 Hollywood Style Awards at the Billy Wilder Theater at the Hammer Museum on December 12, 2010 in Westwood, California. (Photo by Gregg DeGuire/FilmMagic)
LOS ANGELES, CA - DECEMBER 13: Selena Gomez is seen on December 13, 2010 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Jean Baptiste Lacroix/WireImage)
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BEVERLY HILLS, CA - JULY 26: Actress Selena Gomez arrives at the ABC Summer Press Tour Party at the Beverly Hilton Hotel on July 26, 2007 in Beverly Hills, California. (Photo by Jesse Grant/WireImage)
LOS ANGELES, CA - JUNE 10: Actress Selena Gomez attends the '18th Annual A Time for Heroes Celebrity Carnival' to benefit the Elizabeth Glaser Pediatric AIDS Foundation at the Wadsworth Theater Veteran Administration Lawn on June 10, 2007 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Chad Buchanan/Getty Images)
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LOS ANGELES - JUNE 2: Actress Selena Gomez arrives at the Sony Pictures Premiere of 'Surfs Up' on June 2, 2007 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Alberto E. Rodriguez/ Getty Images)
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Gomez weighed in, writing, "There are more important things to talk about. Why can't people use their voice for something that f**king matters?"

"Truth is last thing we need right now is hate, in any form," she added. "This industry is so disappointing yet the most influential smh."

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Her tweets resulted in the creation of another trending topic that night -- "#SelenaGomezIsOverParty."

While Gomez didn't specifically address what her comments onstage or over Instagram were referring to, it's hard to imagine that harsh hashtag didn't have something to do with her emotional demeanor. To hear more on the West-Swift feud, watch the video below.

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