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Pistorius testifies at his murder trial

Emotional Pistorius Testifies



PRETORIA, South Africa (AP) -- Stifling sobs, Oscar Pistorius took the witness stand Monday in his murder trial and apologized to the family of the girlfriend he shot dead, describing himself as being traumatized and awakening from nightmares to the "smell of blood."

Pistorius' voice quavered so much and was so low that Judge Thokozile Masipa asked him to speak up to the packed courtroom as he described his remorse for having killed Reeva Steenkamp on Feb. 14, 2013. He said he mistook her for an intruder when he fired four times through a locked toilet stall door in his home. Prosecutors said he shot her as she screamed in terror after they had an argument in the predawn hours of Valentine's Day.

"There hasn't been a moment since this tragedy happened that I haven't thought about your family," the double-amputee star athlete said as he addressed the courtroom and Steenkamp's mother, June, who looked straight at him, stone-faced.

"I wake up every morning and you're the first people I think of, the first people I pray for ... I was simply trying to protect Reeva. I can promise that when she went to bed that night she felt loved," Pistorius said.

Prosecutors allege the Olympian murdered her with premeditation by shooting her in the head, arm and hip after an argument and have sought to paint him as a hothead with an inflated sense of entitlement and an obsession with firearms.

In his testimony, Pistorius also said he is on antidepressant medicine and now has trouble sleeping, and described one night when he went to hide in a closet after waking up in "a panic."

"I climbed into a cupboard and I phoned my sister to come and sit by me, which she did for a while," Pistorius said.

His testimony on day 17 of his trial in Pretoria came on the same day his defense opened its case. Legal experts said it was crucial to his case that he testify to explain why he shot Steenkamp. Pistorius faces 25 years to life in prison if convicted of premeditated murder for Steenkamp's killing.

He spoke in a soft, quavering voice while making his apology and describing what he said was his fragile state. Later, Pistorius grew more settled and confident as defense lawyer Barry Roux led him through questions about his childhood, his athletics career and how he overcame his disability to run at top track meets. Pistorius's life story is one that impressed many people around the world, before he killed Steenkamp.

Pistorius also described the positive affect his mother Sheila had on his life after he was born with a congenital condition and had to have his lower legs amputated when he was 11 months old, and the grief he felt at her death when he was a teenager.

He also described how as a family they had "security concerns" and his mother slept with a gun under a pillow on her bed.

He was asked by Roux to talk about a 2009 boat crash when he suffered serious facial injuries. He said the accident had a "massive impact," and that it made him become fearful, withdrawn, more vigilant about personal safety and more focused on his sporting career. He denied media reports at the time that he had been drinking alcohol before the boat accident

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dremawolfe April 07 2014 at 7:34 PM

Steenkamp's mother, June, who looked straight at him, stone-faced.

I would have spit in his face!

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joypiano April 07 2014 at 1:35 PM

wouldn't one notice if the bed pardner was NOT in bed w/ you, no matter what you were doing: answering the phone, going to bathroom, getting milk from the kitchen, hunting around for a gun, any of those activities would have been preceded by glancing or moving one's hand over to check if another person was "where they were expected to be" (iIN THE BED)!

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rauver62 April 07 2014 at 1:43 PM

Regardless of what really happened that night, Oscar is 99.9 percent guilty. He should've learned about what precautions to take when carrying a gun and when to properly use it. We do firedrills in the states, Japan do for the earthquakes, and so should someone in South Africa who carries a gun because of the high crime rate.

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ladygerid April 07 2014 at 6:34 PM


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lov2elkhnt April 07 2014 at 1:50 PM

I don't know for sure if this guy's guilty either way, but if everyone started shooting through their doors at their homes, the whole world would be up to their roof tops in the injured and dead. This high profile guy is nuts to be so afraid and trigger happy. That or a control freak who shouldn't be around people even friends since he's so afraid and dangerous. Lock him up for his potential meltdown quality at very least.

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Michael lov2elkhnt April 07 2014 at 1:59 PM

Good analysis.

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hd1995 April 07 2014 at 1:56 PM

this guys should get an oscar for his acting on the stand, omg fry this liar asap

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bleech8982 April 07 2014 at 1:59 PM

He's also sobbing to beg them not to make him pay for his crime.

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DOMINIC April 07 2014 at 6:19 PM

Let's be realistic, even if he is given his freedom, he really does not have or will have a life. There are so many out there that commit horrific crimes and are put in jail with food to eat, recreation, maybe even write a book or make a movie of their life. This is a sick society and the sooner people come to this reality and stop living in a dream world it would be great.

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jpweg5 April 07 2014 at 2:06 PM

You just don't shoot through a closed door. Always identify your target. Maybe he did!!

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hendrik April 07 2014 at 2:09 PM

Proteckting her?Sounds more like another hothead idiot with a gun

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