Mikhail Kalashnikov, AK-47 designer, wrote penitent letter before he died
FILE - In this July 26, 2002 file photo, Russian weapon designer Mikhail Kalashnikov presents his legendary assault rifle to the media while opening the exhibition "Kalashnikov - legend and curse of a weapon" at a weapons museum in Suhl, Germany. Mikhail Kalashnikov, whose work as a weapons designer for the Soviet Union is immortalized in the name of the world?s most popular firearm, has died at the age of 94, Monday Dec. 23, 2013. (AP Photo/Jens Meyer, File)
Russian inventor of the AK-47 assault rifle Mikhail Kalashnikov in the 1950s. Sourced from Ogonyek magazine archive. (Photo by Kommersant Photo via Getty Images)
Russian President Vladimir Putin (L) speaks with Mikhail Kalashnikov (R), the Russian inventor of the globally popular AK-47 assault rifle during his working visit to 'Kalashnikov Concern' small arms factory in Izhevsk on September 18, 2013. AFP PHOTO / RIA NOVOATI / PRESIDENTIAL PRESS SERVICE / MICHAEL KLIMENTYEV (Photo credit should read Michael Klimentyev/AFP/Getty Images)
Moscow, RUSSIAN FEDERATION: Famous Russian weapon designer Mikhail Kalashnikov, 87, the inventor of a legendary AK-47 assault rifle, talks to the media during a ceremony of celebrating of the 60th anniversary of his rifle in Moscow, 06 July 2007. Russian President Vladimir Putin hailed the AK-47 automatic rifle on Thursday as a symbol of Russia's 'creative genius' in a statement to a conference dedicated to the weapon's 60th anniversary. Kalashnikov called for a battle against makers of counterfeit AK-47s, which deprives Russia of an estimated two billion dollars (1.47 billion euros) each year. AFP PHOTO/ DIMA KOROTAYEV (Photo credit should read DIMA KOROTAYEV/AFP/Getty Images)
MOSCOW, RUSSIA - JULY 6: 87-year-old Russian weapon designer Mikhail Kalashnikov, inventor of the world famous AK-47 assault rifle, attends a ceremony to celebrate the rifle's 60th anniversary on July 6, 2007 in Moscow, Russia. President Putin hailed the AK-47 automatic rifle yesterday as a symbol of Russia's 'creative genius' as well as calling for a battle against makers of counterfeit AK-47s, which deprives Russia of an estimated two billion dollars (1.47 billion euros) each year. (Photo by Dima Korotayev/Epsilon/Getty Images)
Mikhail T.Kalashnikov holds his world-famous AK-47 assault rifle at a ceremony in Moscow, Thursday, Feb. 20, 1997, marking the 50th anniversary of its production. The AK-47 is the world most widely used assault rifle with more then 70 million copies distributed around the globe. (AP Photo/Misha Japaridze)
FILE - In this Wednesday, Oct. 29, 1997 file photo Mikhail Kalashnikov shows a model of his world-famous AK-47 assault rifle at home in the Ural Mountain city of Izhevsk, 1000 km (625 miles) east of Moscow. The designer of the world?s most prolific firearm, the AK-47 assault rifle, has written a sorrowful letter to the Russian Orthodox Church?s head, asking if he?s to blame for the deaths of those killed by his creation. According to a Monday, Jan. 13, 2014 report in the daily Izvestia, several months before his death last month at age 94, Kalashnikov wrote to Patriarch Kirill that he keeps asking himself if he?s responsible for those deaths. (AP Photo/Vladimir Vyatkin, File)
MOSCOW (AP) -- Mikhail Kalashnikov, the designer of the AK-47 assault rifle, reportedly wrote a regretful letter several months before his death asking the head of the Russian Orthodox Church if he was to blame for the deaths of those killed by the guns.
The Russian daily Izvestia reported Monday that Kalashnikov, who died last month at 94, wrote to Patriarch Kirill in April and told him he kept asking himself if he's responsible.
"The pain in my soul is unbearable. I keep asking myself the same unsolvable question: If my assault rifle took people's lives that means that I, Mikhail Kalashnikov, ... am responsible for people's deaths," he said in the letter.
"The longer I live, the more often that question gets into my brain, the deeper I go in my thoughts and guesses about why the Almighty allowed humans to have devilish desires of envy, greed and aggression," Kalashnikov continued.
Kalashnikov's daughter, Elena, was quoted by Izvestia as saying that a local priest could have helped her father write the letter, which was typed and carried his signature.
The letter contrasted sharply with past statements by Kalashnikov, who had repeatedly said in interviews and public speeches that he created the weapon to protect his country and couldn't be blamed for other people's action.
"I sleep well. It's the politicians who are to blame for failing to come to an agreement and resorting to violence," the designer told The Associated Press in 2007.
The church sought to comfort him with exactly same argument. Izvestia quoted Kirill's spokesman Alexander Volkov as saying the Patriarch responded to Kalashnikov and praised him as a true patriot.
"If the weapon is used to defend the Motherland, the Church supports both its creators and the servicemen using it," the newspaper quoted Volkov as saying.
The AK-47 is the world's most popular firearm, favored by guerrillas, terrorists and the soldiers of many armies. An estimated 100 million are spread around the world.